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~MourningNightscares:iconMourningNightscares:

poets are kids who didnt make it  

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  • Female/United States
  • Offline for 33w 5d 7h 36m 42s
  • Deviant since Feb 14, 2005, 9:33 PM
  • 73 Deviations
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Beyond the Bathroom Walls

We would always go to the bathroom in groups, never just one. Like a pack of wolves, not the strongest, not the weakest, but definitely not the stupidest, cautious of being left alone and devoured by a predator we knew we couldn’t fend off. The door would open with the bravest, the alpha female, and close with the next in line. The one that would take over when this alpha was hung out to dry, kicked out of the pack, throat ripped out, forced to fend for herself. The act would probably be committed by the second in line. Always was, always will be. In between are those that are there just for show. The ones that think they are worth something.

Recent Deviations

Break Your FingersSnap your fingers and make everything better.  This lump in my throat, this twisted knot in my stomach,  Won’t go away.  No matter what I seem to do its still there  Getting worse and worse and worse.  All I want, all I think I need,  I can, I will, never have.  I don’t know what I did to you  So I don’t know how to fix it.  And it seems like im doing all I can,  Just to make it worse  When I all I wish is that I could have you once more.  And its childish, foolish, hopeless wishing  But it’s all I have left.  I want you to be my cure-all pill again  But even if you wo Break Your Fingers
in Open on 1/28/06
PatheticThe line “I Felt Like Destroying Something Beautiful” written on my bathroom mirror in sharpie once again   
And looking back at me is nothingness   
So I just stare back at the sharpie spoken words waiting to see anything   
I haven’t felt beautiful since you left me   
And left me I wish you did   
Then you could have taken all the memories of us with you   
Days like these I wish that I could just take all of them and throw them into a box   
Either putting them away, tossing them, or giving them back to you   
It really doesn’t matter as long as they’re gone f Pathetic
in Open on 1/28/06
Press 7//to erase this message press 7;  to save this message press 9//   
Push of one button and I'm still not letting go.  How hard could it really be to just delete  one of the sweetest  //Hey Hun,//  messages I’ve gotten from him  //I'm just calling to tell you I love you//  from a time so long ago.   
When we were out this weekend I was hoping  That you would delete it for me,  But I didn’t ask you and you didn’t offer.   
And no matter how cold I am to you,  And how much you hurt me,  I can't get away from you   
In twenty one days even if we never t Press 7
in Open on 1/28/06
A Continous Work In ProgressWhen I was little things were just so much better. The expression “ignorance is bliss” has never ran truer. I have never been an ignorant or unintelligent child. I don’t know if my parents raised me to be smart I just have been. It might just be my natural curiosity. Tried to squelch it, but it’s never seemed too happed. I have always just felt this need to know. And I can’t stop knowing or wanting. The more I know the more I want to. The whole consequence of this though is that the more I know the more I know and the more miserable I become. I can just hide away under my covers and pretend that all the unfortunate occurrences that take place A Continous Work In Progress
in Biographies on 1/28/06
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f.15.-5

Journal Entry: Tue Feb 15, 2005, 6:15 PM
f.15.-5

Listening to: Fallout Boy –take this to your grave
Mood: exhausted
Reading: Lunatic Café –Laurell K. Hamilton
Quote: Wait, hold on, I'm trying to have a lesbian moment here, and your ruing it!



I want to thank everyone so far who has commented and added these pieces of my warped mind to their favorites. Thank you guys a lot.
this site is for my poems, stories, bitching, and general writing.
my art site is ~Midnightdeath
and my collab site with ~Chesirecat is ~Moogrrproductions

but seriously, thank you guys
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Devious Information

  • Current Age: 18
  • Current Residence: Las Vegas, NV
  • Interests: Writing, Drawing, Taking pictures, sleeping
  • Favourite movie: Labyrinth, Last Unicorn, Spirited Away, Queen of the Damned, Death Becomes Her, Thirteen Ghosts, Chi
  • Favourite genre of music: old rock, alt., metal, punk rock, techno, country
  • Favourite artist: Miyazaki, Paige Gray, Lori Crichton, Phalecia McCabe
  • Favourite poet or writer: Poe, Ann Rice, Steven King, Lewis Carroll
  • Favourite style or digital art: Realism, anime, photography.
  • Operating System: Hp Pavilion
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod Mini
  • Shell of choice: Crab
  • Wallpaper of choice: anything dark
  • Favourite game: Monopoly, Diablo, Zelda, Kingdom hearts. FF7, FF10
  • Favourite gaming platform: Computer, Ps2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Marvin the Martin
  • Personal Quote: Lead, Follow, Or Get The Hell Out Of My Way.
  • Tools of the Trade: Stolen Green Mech Pencils, paper, Markers, Colour pencils, Persons, Me

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~MourningNightscares:iconMourningNightscares: Apr 17, 2005, 10:46:39 PM
po-ta-toe?!

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Needing to have that last word is seeming to be a bad trait, it pisses people off. But then again isnt that the idea?
!pablob:iconpablob: Apr 16, 2005, 5:13:16 PM
(cons Lisp 'piracy)
~randomstarting:iconrandomstarting: Mar 17, 2005, 7:36:06 PM
nice gallery.. rawr!!!

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You are not responsible for anyone's happiness but your own.
~XBl00dyWiSheSX:iconXBl00dyWiSheSX: Feb 22, 2005, 6:29:51 PM
Thanks for the watch =)

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I believe that lovers should be draped in flowers
And laid entwined together on a bed of clovers
Left there to sleep
Left there to dream of their happiness</3
~perpetualdesolation:iconperpetualdesolation: Feb 19, 2005, 5:29:47 AM
thank you for adding me to your friends list
~MourningNightscares:iconMourningNightscares: Feb 17, 2005, 9:02:15 PM
Personally i dont think you submit quite enough, you know. :)

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Needing to have that last word is seeming to be a bad trait, it pisses people off. But then again isnt that the idea?
~rproductionimpossibl:iconrproductionimpossibl: Feb 17, 2005, 9:11:38 AM
oh so You're midnight death too...i should have known. heh.
~rproductionimpossibl:iconrproductionimpossibl: Feb 17, 2005, 9:10:34 AM
thanks for the watch. though i don't know why you did it. lol. i submit way too much... just warning you. but thanks again bebe. :)
=shibs:iconshibs: Feb 16, 2005, 8:45:36 PM
oooo ooo oooo you write poetry *adds then runs off to read*

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Listen. If you hate someone, you have to be prepared for the consequences.
~sa-chan:iconsa-chan: Feb 15, 2005, 5:49:57 PM
I really like your stuff. When I'm not lazy and having a sudden urge to draw, I'll go through your writings and read them. ^^

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I gave you these roses
But I left in the thorns
I'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself
I'll dispose of you like a lighter out of fuel
I'll lose you on a dusty shelf

~Sense Fail: Choke On This

_ Sen _
~Sessor:iconSessor: Feb 15, 2005, 5:24:41 PM
:aww: Aw, thanks. :hug:

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I scale the wall / The engines stall / I dream we're flying / While the sky is falling
~MourningNightscares:iconMourningNightscares: Feb 15, 2005, 5:19:15 PM
its alright. you didnt know. its nice advice to offer. lol :hug:
~Sessor:iconSessor: Feb 15, 2005, 5:15:14 PM
Oh, oops. ^^; Sorry 'bout that. *feels like an idiot*

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I scale the wall / The engines stall / I dream we're flying / While the sky is falling
~MourningNightscares:iconMourningNightscares: Feb 15, 2005, 5:12:25 PM
Thats for the welcome hunny, and the advice, but ive been here over a year, and transfering all my writtings to a serperate account from my art. but thanks though.
~Sessor:iconSessor: Feb 15, 2005, 5:10:27 PM
Welcome to DevArt! ^_^ And, uh...just a suggestion, but perhaps you should slow down how much stuff you submit at once. That way, you don't use up all your material right off the bat, then you have nothing left to submit, you know? Just a word of advice to a newbie, so yeah...hi there, and welcome. ^_^

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I scale the wall / The engines stall / I dream we're flying / While the sky is falling
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